When life, “blows up”.

After going through a difficult time in 2013,… after my Family’s and my life “blew up”, I was devastated.I had prayed for three YEARS before it, knowing it was coming, seeking God for help.

Three years of all day praying and getting closer to Him, in fact I became closer to Him than I ever have! It’s amazing what desperation will produce.

Our world, still blew up,… shattered.

Tears, our kids breaking down in front of their schools, sobbing, frightened… it was bad.

I became quiet, confused, and feeling abandoned by God.
About a year later He was still gently, lovingly, drawing me back to Himself. I did love Him, and do. That will never change! But that day He had me read the book of Job.

I read it,… and it was exactly what I was feeling inside. The confusion, the pain, the feeling of rejection, faith shattered.

Every page was like TORTURE to me. It was re-opening the wounds and distrust. I HATED reading that book,… hated it.

It was, (and is) hard to understand. Why did Job have to go through all of that?? Why didn’t You intervene?
My hurt, confusion, and distrust have subsided since then, but there is still scars. I still have trouble with faith in that area (that blew up).
Today I was reading a book by Bob Sorge called, “Unrelenting Prayer”. I decided to look him up, and the first thing that came up was this video.
After watching it,… I feel like Jobe at the end, repenting. :*)


“… and I will heal their land.”

“… and I will heal their land.”
A lot of us feel the United States is going through some horrible things. 

First off, we certainly do not feel or act United at all. We have become so divided, self centered and broken that we barely seem to resemble The United States.

Confusion, rebellion, selfishness, oppression and idols have seem to take over. 

Words like “compassion”, “forgiveness” and “Truth”, let alone “Jesus The Christ” are almost repulsive and offensive to many.

Truth have been portrayed as lies, and lies have become portrayed as truth, just as right is now wrong, and wrong is now right.
But don’t give up, because there is a solution.

Our solution does not come from another leader. It won’t come from more revenue. It won’t come from a stronger Military. Our solution will not come from any person, period.

Our solution comes from Father God Almighty Himself, and He has told us how to come before Him for this matter.
Derek Prince says it so well:
By Derek Prince, Ministries.
Quote from the audio message, “A Call To Corporate Fasting.” By Derek Prince.
“Let me give you a favorite verse, 2 Chronicles 7:14. This is a promise. I’m not going into the background. It’s a promise given by God. I believe that to apply it to this situation is scriptural and legitimate, but I’m not going to take time to establish all that. Second Chronicles 7:14:

“If . . . My people who are called by My name humble themselves and pray, and seek My face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.”

There’s an “if.” God says, “It depends on what My people do.” It says, “My people who are called by My name.” The Hebrew says literally, “Upon whom My name is called.” I believe that applies to us as Christians. Why are we Christians? Because the name of Christ is called upon us.
There are actually seven sections to that verse. There are four things that God requires His people to do and then there are three things that God says He will do in response. The four things that God asks His people to do are to humble ourselves, pray, seek God’s face and turn from our wicked ways. On that basis, God says, “I will hear from heaven, I will forgive their sin—that’s the sin of My people—and I will heal their land.” It seems to me that’s where it’s at. We have talked a great deal about the healing of this land. God says there is a way. It depends on what My people do. If My people will do the four things, I’ll do the three things.” – Derek Prince
We need to be united. We need to humble ourselves before Father God. We need to desperately seek His Face through prayer and fasting.

This is the ONLY WAY America can truly become great again, through our submission to Father’s Will.
Suggested reading: “The Hidden Power Of Prayer & Fasting” by Mahesh Chavda.

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Does anyone need Wisdom?
Psalm 111:10 AMP, “The reverent fear and worship of the Lord is the beginning of Wisdom and skill [the preceding and the first essential, the prerequisite and the alphabet]; a good understanding, wisdom, and meaning have all those who do [the will of the Lord]. Their praise of Him endures forever.”
Reverence- A feeling of deep respect, love, awe and esteem.
See also Job 28:12-28, Proverbs 1:7, Psalm 25 (note verse 12).
Suggested reading: “Intercessory Worship” by Dick Eastman, “The Secret Of The Stairs” by Wade E Taylor and “The Bait Of Satan” by John Brevere.

A Word from Father.

A Word from Father.10/11/16
“Tell My people that I love them. That I love ALL people and it is not My desire that they should perish.

I want to restore the United States of America to her deep roots in Me again, and I will wipe every tear from her eyes.

My love is the boat that will carry My people to safety.

Trust Me. Rely on Me alone. Seek My face as your vital need, and I shall reward you in the open.

I shall cover you with My Glory, My Presence, My love. 

You will be like a light to the world for all to see and hear! My Voice shall be your voice. My actions shall be your actions because of My Holy Spirit dwelling within you. And you shall go forth as My dreaded champions after My Holy Spirit has filled you, and the enemy’s knees will weaken and bang together in terror of you because of My Glory upon you!

His face shall become pale at your name, and he and his forces shall run in terror at the thought of you pleading My Blood and readying yourself for battle! For I AM with you, where ever you go!

Lean on Me alone, let Me lead you, follow Me! For My path is easy and My burden light!

Put your trust and faith into no man. For I alone am God, who is like Me? Can a man create a planet just from speaking? Can a man raise the dead back to life days later? Can a man control the weather? Can a man form a child within it’s Mother’s womb? I can, and I do!
Lean into Me. Rely on Me. Focus on Me. Pray for My Wisdom. Pray for the sins of your Nation, cry out to Me and I will deliver you!

For My love for you is more numerous than all the grains of sand in the World and more vast than all the stars in the Universe.

Learn from Me, for I AM your Teacher, Counselor, Advocate, Strengthener, Standby and Sure Reward.

KNOW ME and My love for you, and you will never doubt Me, My Goodness, My Mercy, My Healing, My Truth, My Abundance again.”
Suggested reading: “The Bait Of Satan” by John Brevere,

“The Secret Of The Stairs” by Wade E Taylor.